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Honestly I still can't believe your not here Stephanie where do I begin weve known each other since JHS we were good friends and I went to hs And lost communication but I still member you in jhs you was always happy and a respectf person always knew how to make someone happy and cheer when someone was sad I honestly miss you Stephanie I'm still sad that you're gone because your someone important for me 

Stephanie,

We may not have memories because I was very young when you passed away. However, we were family. My parents tell me the story of how you took care of me and my sisters and that you were a great girl, a beautiful one as well. It has been eight years since you passed away and I can not believe how long ago it has been. I can remember it as if it were yesterday. I remember the pure sadness in your father's eye as he cried on my father's shoulder. I remember seeing the heartbreak written all over your mothers face. I remember your brother not wanting to be around music because he didn't want to see people dancing. I remember that heavyweight in the room and it was because you were not there. If you realized it or not, people loved and remain to love you ferociously.

When I look back at your old photos, you were a light, a force to be reckoned with, a firecracker, an angel on Earth. You were 20 years young and there must have been a reason why you left this Earth so soon, however, it does not take away the pain from your family's heart that you are gone and although time has made it easier to cope with the pain, it is still there like the first day when you were gone. Your mother never stops talking about you, it is is so clear that she misses you everyday and there does not go a day  by where you are not in her head. To be honest, I don't think there has been a second that has gone by when you have not been in anyone's head because that is the gravity of how much you meant to people. I may never know the reason why you left, but, I chose not to worry about that or figure out why you left us so soon. I chose to look at the impact you left in the lives of everyone who knew you. Your life was invaluable because you were a diamond in the rocks.  I am writing this message so you could know and for others to know that we still think of you. We will always think of you and we will never forget the time you lived on this Earth. May your soul rest in peace and I hope you are in a place where happiness is all that exists. 

With much love,

Anonymous

I rememeber the time that we were walking in Brooklyn and we were just talking about our relationships and school work. you walked me home and i invited inside my home but u said u had to go home. you will always be remembered RIP STEPHANIE

Stephanie I remember when we used to leave early out of class just to go hangout and talk about everything,like how you thought man i was cute and he had a crush on him,you just couldn't wait to see him.The places u liked the most was victoria secret and Macy's.You used to help me with my classwork and when i used to mention the zodiac sign gemini to you,you used to ask me if i believe in that and you looked like if I'm crazy but then little did I knew you was like I was right about the whole zodiac character trait. We both was close in birthdays.I used to get jealous when you started hanging ouyt with some other friend and ask you if you cheating on me lol and we would laugh and you would say no I still love you my bitch ..I really miss you and I still got the baby clothes that you bought for my daughter for her 1st birthday,One thing I will never throw it away I promise you that.There's not a day I don't think about the times we used to laugh eat together and do all bunch of silly stuff. R.I.P princess I know none of my friend's can ever be like you,you are too precious....

I remember last summer, the last day we hung out, i remember it as if it were yesterday you came over to my house and we sat and layed down spoke and watched movies. We would both laugh at eachothers jokes and talk about life. You had the most beautiful smile and you were truly an angel. Remember how we went to the supermarket and you went grocery shopping with me, we laughed and everything, that was truly a special moment. That night i got on the train with you to make sure you got home safe we spoke about everything. I swear i never thought id be here leaving these memories as it is. I wish you were still here so we could have more memories to share because you truly were a great friend. I just want to say that i love you dearly and i miss you with the world and though we lost contact for a while I never gave up on our friendship. You would be missed and ill always know i have a beautiful angel looking down on me smiling knowing that one day soon well meet again and be laughing. R.I.P Steph